If there was
or is
at any particular moment
or perhaps
on several occasions
with whatever characteristics
it / they
may be categorised
under
a measure
of forbearance
from you
toward me
justifiably perhaps
though
maybe
not so
then
for that
I thank you
I guess
but
on the other hand
I'm not 100% sure
if I might
for a moment
adopt a position
somewhat au contraire
that your approach
was for the best
but it may have been
like I said
I'm not sure
and I do hope
that this expressed uncertainty
in no way
implies
that I have
reached a decision
one way or the other
if you see
what I mean



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